John's Blog

Ok, I'm just too damn tired to blog...or to care for that matter. Having just worked a ton of days with killer hours, I'm discovering new levels of exhaustion. I get to a point where a simple frustration that would be a minor speed bump any other day becomes a crisis. I feel the need to mimic a turtle, and just retreat into my shell, since most forms of human contact become difficult. Someone ask me a question at work, and when he started to tell me that I was wrong (which I wasn't) I felt myself fly into a rage. If I had said what was going through my head, which luckily I still had the self control not to, I would have said "if you're so f-ing smart, why are you asking ME the question?" It was at this moment that I knew it was time to go home. But I still had time to fire off one more angry email before I left, raging about a problem that I've been trying to fix for some time. Doing that when you are as tired and angry as I am isn't the best idea, but I'll find out tomorrow if I should have just hit the delete key.

Looks like it's safe to turn the TV back on, since the Bush infomercial on the Iran war is over. Now, if I can just stay awake for "Rescue Me" I'll be fine.